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daffydoug
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daffydoug
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Maybe you are right, Al. I had one when Diana was alive...now that she is dead, I have been searching for one with all my heart. I just haven't found one yet. I'm trying everything I know to get past the pain in my heart, but it haunts me day and night.

So true, I have not found a "life" yet.

Maybe I never will.
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Al, Bet you weren't expecting that comeback. Ouch!

Daff, your loss was very recent. You'll probably never get over it, but you will move on when you're ready. No rush. In the meantime, I'm glad we're here as a distraction.

Unless, of course, you're talking about Princess Diana. In that case, get a life! Smile
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Josh, I didn't mean it as a comeback...I just meant it as the very candid truth as I am now experiencing it in my life. I'm in slow recovery for having lost my dearest and most intimate friend on the face of the earth for twenty two years. And slow means VERY slow. one can't rush this process, even if they want to. It RESISTS being rushed.

But you are correct, posting here does serve to distract me from the pain. And of course, I realize it's merely a distraction, but distraction is all I have right now at this point. So in that sense, I need it. when I face the hurt head on (such as alone in bed at night.) It kills me. But during my waking hours, I need distraction, and I don't do drugs, or drink or attend wild parties or such.

But being human, I need SOMETHING to keep my self from losing my mind.
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