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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts 
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Im not sorry just pathetic. But that's enough of that. I am who I am I cannot change as people judge by looks first then let you talk to them. The only thing I have is medications that keep me in a stupor till I drop dead from their side effects. Im good with that. No need to cheer me up. I have good days to. Dr just want to turn me into a lab rat. I must have endured 10 brain scans and just as much IQ tests. Result....nothing! Tada
My youtube channel check it out its magic.
im not great but getting better. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMvQIycva0rFOIdArln7lEg |
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Dannydoyle Eternal Order 21263 Posts
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Yea ok.
If you refuse to help yourself nobody else can. Here is a newsflash. Life is tough n everyone. It meets nobody half way. Go out and make of it what you will.
Danny Doyle
<BR>Semper Occultus <BR>In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act....George Orwell |
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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts
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I totaly agree and will do something about it right away.
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im not great but getting better. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMvQIycva0rFOIdArln7lEg |
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Cliffg37 Inner circle Long Beach, CA 2491 Posts
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A good place to start, since you siad you are a christian, might be with your local Clergyman. They are trained in counseling, and often have vast experience dealing with differnt "life" issues.
Old adage... Try something: who knows what you will get. Try nothing: and we all know what you will get.
Magic is like Science,
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imgic Inner circle Moved back to Midwest to see 1338 Posts
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Whether you think you can, or think you can't...you're right.
"Imagination is more important than knowledge."
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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts
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I know I can and will. Just stop
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im not great but getting better. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMvQIycva0rFOIdArln7lEg |
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Kabbalah Inner circle 1621 Posts
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OK.
Let me get this straight... You have had women scream and run from you in parking lots and then call the police. Though you were not boarding an airplane, just escorting your mom, the TSA hassled you because you looked like a mob enforcer. Women walking near you "freak" and want to mace you. A boyfriend wanted to cut you with a knife. And, all of this solely because of your appearance. Sorry, none of this passes the smell test. And, if you do own a gun, you need to surrender it to someone for safe keeping.
"Long may magicians fascinate and continue to be fascinated by the mystery potential in a pack of cards."
~Cliff Green "The greatest tricks ever performed are not done at all. The audience simply think they see them." ~ John Northern Hilliard |
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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts
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Just stop. I do not care anymore. Clear? I regret strting this thread, I have petitioned to be closed.
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im not great but getting better. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMvQIycva0rFOIdArln7lEg |
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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts
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Nor do I own a gun anymore. But have a ton of forks knives and spoons, perhaps I should surrender those. Im unhappy totaly insane...well maybe 15%
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im not great but getting better. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMvQIycva0rFOIdArln7lEg |
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Destiny Inner circle 1429 Posts
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On Jun 29, 2015, Kabbalah wrote: Couldn't agree more, but I can't reconcile what Paul tells us with what I see in his vids. I don't see a physically repulsive and intimidating thug - I see a pleasant enough guy - overweight to be sure - but personable and articulate, well groomed, AND CONFIDENT. I'm hoping very much that Paul is not drowning in the sea of self pity we're seeing, and is just having a play with us. |
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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts
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You have not the slightest idea about what I am. On camera is nice and calm...but I could show you images that would turn your world upside down. I guess I'm a good actor. On some of the early vids look at my arms.
My youtube channel check it out its magic.
im not great but getting better. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMvQIycva0rFOIdArln7lEg |
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Destiny Inner circle 1429 Posts
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On Jun 30, 2015, Gbhunter77 wrote: Then use what you have - act who you want to be and you will gradually become that person. |
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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts
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It does not matter the can of worms I have opened up has lost me any credibility with the people here. No one will look at my new vids or answer my questions because this incident, now you knw why I'm disabled(im nuts) I mutilate my body, there I said it! Even though this will now relegate me into the relm of nut job. I might as well leave the forum.
My youtube channel check it out its magic.
im not great but getting better. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMvQIycva0rFOIdArln7lEg |
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mastermindreader 1949 - 2017 Seattle, WA 12586 Posts
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Quote: I MET A MAN |
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Dannydoyle Eternal Order 21263 Posts
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On Jun 30, 2015, Gbhunter77 wrote: I would relegate you to no such place. I will answer your questions and if I do not see them please send me a PM. I will watch your vids. Please do not presume me such a person. I may surprise you.
Danny Doyle
<BR>Semper Occultus <BR>In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act....George Orwell |
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Destiny Inner circle 1429 Posts
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On Jun 30, 2015, Gbhunter77 wrote: You should look at your vids yourself - with a fresh outlook - and you might, as some of us have, see your own potential. |
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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts
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Im sorry. The Docs put me on new meds, and...this happened. I think I may have hurt a lot of people. Im so sorry. I really am. Please forgive me.
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Your friend I hope Paul
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Gbhunter77 Veteran user 379 Posts
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On Jun 30, 2015, mastermindreader wrote: great poem! Thanks for sticking with me. Sorry if I ofended you. I have no memory of last nigh but reading what I wrote has no excuse.
My youtube channel check it out its magic.
im not great but getting better. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMvQIycva0rFOIdArln7lEg |
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stoneunhinged Inner circle 3067 Posts
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On Jun 28, 2015, Dougini wrote: I do. And Paul needs more help than the Café can provide. I wish you the best, Paul. |
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Destiny Inner circle 1429 Posts
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On Jun 30, 2015, Gbhunter77 wrote: Look after yourself. I'm really quite sure everyone here wishes you nothing but the best - we may all differ on a lot of things, but it is a great bunch of people here who care about things, all of us in our own way, and about other people. All the best, Paul - truly - all the best. 
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